3.29.2009

sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is

it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them....

SO TRUEEE. stole this from this guy that added me. thanks ACM. haha.

i think i wanna try to be your friend, but if i dont make any progress it's whatever i tried. i still wanna be your friend & you know that i'll always be there for you through thick & thin no matter what happened between us. i'm probably the only girl that could deal with all your shit & the way you act. i just miss hanging out with you. i dont hang out with you just because your nice, i hang out with you because i care about you & because i love you.

love. fuck love. /: there's so much hurt into one thing. numb yourself. it won't hurt as much.

random texts from people are funny. whew. jennys so mean, but so nice. haha

but you caught me off guard. i didn't think you'd text me at all anymore.
but here you are. fixing what we lost, but your still the same. just making sure i'm still here if you need me, huh? don't even text me much still. so..

i really don't give a fuck what happens between us now.
told you i wasn't here for games. so do what you do baby. & if you really wanna be with me. prove that shit to my face. don't tell me. show me.

a picture is worth a thousand words.

words just compliments an image. if there's not image to begin with, then how can you compliment yourself? you say your this & that you're that. you've shown me you can kiss and laugh & play, which was cute. but still. show me that you really wanna be with me.

i'm waiting.

3.25.2009

"ID FUCK WIT ALL YA'LL CAS YA'LL SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!"

NIGGA WTF!?

im tired of these niggas with no respect for a good female.

tryna be a pimp & shit. your just a scared ass kidd that doesn't know what he wants.

freals. im tired of this shit.

I TOLD YOU BEFORE, i'm not HERE TO PLAY GAMES & your gna say what you said was real. THEN WTF is that dumbass shit on your page? wow you think im that naive, bitch pleaaaaase!

tryna say im not the only one who got hurt. but im the ONLY one who's gotten hurt hella times. so i'm more familiar with your game then you. at first that shit worked good. but now, hahaha don't make me laugh.

FUCK THAT SHIT.
"dont hate the player, jasmine. hate the game"
just hate the game..

talk to your females.
cas ill tell you this nignagg,
I DONT GIVES A FUCK no more.

LONG HAIR, DONT CARE!!!

just like kanye said, "you do you & im gon' do mine, you do you & im just gon'be fine."

pfft. you aint my diamond, just another zirconia added to my dam pile.

3.24.2009

diamond in the rough...

went to physical therapy today! hella awesome.

my hand smells like cilantro though... thought id let you know.

hella in a better mood after my doctors appt.

ok so he asked me how i was & i was like

"my shoulder or just life?"
"your shoulder..."
"it's good"
"ok, now what about life?"
"well, schools easy i just gotta raise up my grade for one class it's shouldn't be that bad. but my love life... it's not cool"
"your love life? you don't need one your 19!"
"yeah i know but still i've been single for awhile"

and so i told him about tony kinda. and how when i talk to someone i just get to know them to see if i wanna be with them and he was like

"you shouldn't do it that way. let me ask you a question, and you don't have to answer it just yet... what are the qualities you want in the opposite sex? don't answer it just yet just think about it"

then he said
"look at it this way, when you know what you want... you look for those qualities in a man. don't settle for less, you wouldn't settle for second best right? it's like choosing a diamond. diamonds have no flaws. if you had to choose from zirconia & a diamond. what would you choose? you wouldn't choose a zirconia, zirconias are found all over the place, you can always replace them, but if you pick a diamond... you'll have it forever. so try to find that diamond in the rough, don't settle for less than that"

DAM. hella opened my eyes about things! i mean i have standards for guys but him. he had two specific things he wanted in his woman. she had to be christian & get along with his family hella good. this girl he dated was a different race & he just couldn't do that & then this other girl just got along with his family ok. so he couldn't do that either, he found a girl that had both. i was like dammmm nigga!

i was like if your picky you won't really get anything. i guess i'll let a few things slide but the big parts that are important to me, they'll stick. freals.

so ima make a list. just not now cas im hungry.

ANYWAY.
parents suck!

"i'll drop that mother fucker!!!"

mmm tony called me today, but my mom was using the phone so i didn't get to pick up & then when i called back he didn't answer & i texted him but he never texted me back.

freals. i hate this dumbass game.

if you fucking wanna be with me, don't just tell me... SHOW ME you really want me to be what you say. if it's real... you'd try at least. i've been trying. so don't FUCK WITH MY EMOTIONS. i've been fucked over so many times. i dont deserve to be played anymore. ive been through this shit before. im ready for a real man. so step up your game nigga! & get on my level

i'm done with these games.

so either try, or just step off. cas i'm not playin no more.