finallyyy!

last night, i was hella bored so i was just watching random shit on youtube. like gay guys talking about makeup & gay guys talking about being gay...? idk but i finally found the song ive been looking for in sooo long.

cheeeck it outttt:

ps. i want the 217 blending brush and the 194 concealer brush.... their like 22 bucks i think? ima get them...

cheeetaaah

i went to my grandma's house to check it out & in her closet, i found a cheetah print sweater, cardigan thingy kinda. 

so i took it. & wore it. & i felt weird.

pumpkin thrown at my garage

people are hella stupid. i like how last year a pumpkin hit my house as well.... like really? why my house? out of all the houses... it has to be mine.

so, if you know anyone who did it. some tip of who it is would be quite relaxing because if the reason why it happened is because some punk ass loser has a problem with me... if you have a problem with me just say it to my face. just go up to me and be like "i dont fuckn like you" cas i probably dont like you either.

but if it was some random ass thing, then your still hella stupid. wasting money and shit. but thanks for the pumpkin now we dont have to go out & buy our own. (:

anyway.. im finally 20. only 2 more years... and ill have what i need to get out.

you know what really sucks? when a hella old ass man decides to hit on you. & when he does... he has some young annoying bitch to nonchalantly walk up to your desk and drop a note, yes a note on your desk. & im like.... wtf. -_- hella scary. it's like getting hit on by my dad. that's just gross and scary. hella something i dont wanna come to when im tryna pass this math class tho. fuckkkk.

& i got some new grown clothes.(: sooo exciting.

so, my birthday

is next week on wednesday....

i love how my horoscope said that my birthday was special, but it doesn't really feel like it anymore. 

i just hope my dad actually does take me shopping. i think im expecting too much out of it. i'm only turning 20.

i can't cut my hair anymore cas my mom wants me to save up for a bed. since mine is popped dumbass air mattress shit bitch thing...

my sister is gonna take me out to dinner i guess?

then for halloween she's taking me to a party in vallejo. so i'm excited about that.