gaah lovin that chris brown song.
your SOOO CLOSEEE!! yet your soo far away. /:
gaaah i wish that night didn't happen that way i could go see you & we could hang out.
fuck it's like romeo & juliet without the families hating each other tho.
the parents just dont like the guy...
the things you do to be with someone, it's amazing how you see different types of people and how they stay together. like hella fighting, getting even, just being happy, sneaking around...
i envy those who's stayed to fight it out. at the end of the day it's all worth it.
it's easier to see someone leave you behind. idk why but i dont want him to leave... hah maybe i'm being too dependent on him, after all we just met. what does he have that makes me wanna be with him after all this confusing shit that went down? idk but i guess ima find out soon.
ugh i can't even see the two people i wanna see most. one lives too far away & my stepdad dont like. the other one just doesn't even wanna talk to me or be my friend. is this really the best? i still miss you, just not as bad as before.
it's so pathetic. im getting a headache
fml to the max
EDIT//
ok, so i feel better. hah.
i'm gonna be his wifey.(:
i just hope everything works out & nothing gets all fucked up or complicated.
he's so far away, so i wont really get attached which is a good thing. i have this habit where i get really dependent on my boys.
im hella excited to get my license.
i already got plans.
pick up audrina
pick up tiffany
drive to school for once
go shopping
get a better job
pick up tony(:
go clubbing
pick up jenny from school
drive to H&M past concord
drive to sac
drive to hayward hang out with angie
visit ashley!!
drive around & play got money by lil wayne hella loud!
do what i waaaant basically. as long as i can afford gass.
mmm im gonna look up tattoo drawings. (:
"you'll probably find a girl that will go & see you"
"no i want you"
"you can get any girl you want, why me?"
"cas i want you"
3.22.2009
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